I know a lot of times I complain... or sound sad or homesick...but reality is... I am in a freaking different country! How lucky and blessed am I? How lucky and blessed is Ben and I?
We have the funniest and cutest puppy....
AND.... I Love how we live by the beach...and I can walk a block away and smell the ocean breeze!
This marks my 2nd week of Prop ME...and I feel so good. I am going blonder tomorrow and I am super happpy and excited!
I really am just working on being the best person I can be...being a better wife, taking care of myself better and becoming healthier. After my mission, I felt uncomfortable in my own skin; meaning I didn't like my clothes, I didn't like my weight by all means, I felt uncomfortable talking to people in a normal day to day conversation other than "Church", and felt insecure due to not finishing school.
NOW... I feel almost....comfortable. My husband is the best and he brings out the best in me. I love how he loves me unconditionally even when at times I don't every day love myself unconditionally.
IM GETTING THERE... in due time my sassy, loud self will return again someday!
Any who this was a very random blog post...but... I feel like blogging is so theraputical!
